i'm not feeling well

Today is Sunday.

I still got nothing to do. I went to get back my stuff this morning and went to swim this afternoon. That's all i can talk about my day.

I am pretty alone all the times.
I try to get used to that.
I try to be happy with that.
I try to look at what the others are doing...

I just cannot find the answer...
I am having a headache at this moment, and I am really afraid i cannot live as long as i expect. I still got a lot to experience and enjoy, or even suffering.
God help me. I cannot even figure out that i am feeling sad or not.
I try to be positive all the times.
Maybe, I am just too free.
Maybe, i am just giving myself a too much higher standard to achieve...

Nothing to do

I really got nothing to do right now... So bored.
I donot think life is supposed to be like this.
I need to find something to do.
hehe...

11:45

I choose this tittle because i cannot come up with some other ones.

I'm still struggling. The exam is coming closer and i am definitely not ready for that. I just finished my mastering physics.

I donot feel very well today.

Life continues without surprise...

Another Sunday

Another Sunday has gone, i was studying all the afternoon.

I was invited to a talk for answering some questions since the juniors are going to choose their major very soon. Actually, i donnot know my major very much, but i think i've made the right choice.

I was studying with Yao this afternoon. He told me something he just went through these days. He always got some mature opions. He told me a lot. I am glad he has woken up and begun to study hard. While for myself, i think i'm keeping the same peace all the time. I just keep calm all the times.

The examination is coming. I think i can make it!

PC1432

I was studying PC1432 all the night, and i cannot even solve a single problem for the tutorial which is to be tomorrow.

Very frustrated... Is it because it is too hard or i'm too stupid.... I should know the answers!
It is quite the same for the Math tutorial. I am really frustrated thinking of that. For math, i haven't read the notes, maybe. but what about physics....

got to study harder!

Sunday

Everything seems to remain the same, while a lot happened in these days.

My classmate got the letter from scholarship board which i did not. There must be something wrong here...

I was writing the assignment for SSA2211 until 2 o'clock in the morning. Now, I'm done.

Today i played soccer with my friends who are always the same. I was so tired that i came back and felt asleep after taking a shower. I woke up at 10pm and i am in high spirit now.

I also booked for a time slots for the charity bazaar today.

Good Friday

Today is Good Friday, a public holiday in Singapore which i do not what to celebrate.

I decide to work hard today. This is definitely not my first time to decide to do something like this. I really hope i can keep it up. I stayed in the Central Forum in the daytime. But that is not efficiency at all. I was sleeping most of the time.

I have no idea about what the others are doing. I wish i did not care about that!