i'm not feeling well

Today is Sunday.

I still got nothing to do. I went to get back my stuff this morning and went to swim this afternoon. That's all i can talk about my day.

I am pretty alone all the times.
I try to get used to that.
I try to be happy with that.
I try to look at what the others are doing...

I just cannot find the answer...
I am having a headache at this moment, and I am really afraid i cannot live as long as i expect. I still got a lot to experience and enjoy, or even suffering.
God help me. I cannot even figure out that i am feeling sad or not.
I try to be positive all the times.
Maybe, I am just too free.
Maybe, i am just giving myself a too much higher standard to achieve...

Nothing to do

I really got nothing to do right now... So bored.
I donot think life is supposed to be like this.
I need to find something to do.
hehe...

11:45

I choose this tittle because i cannot come up with some other ones.

I'm still struggling. The exam is coming closer and i am definitely not ready for that. I just finished my mastering physics.

I donot feel very well today.

Life continues without surprise...

Another Sunday

Another Sunday has gone, i was studying all the afternoon.

I was invited to a talk for answering some questions since the juniors are going to choose their major very soon. Actually, i donnot know my major very much, but i think i've made the right choice.

I was studying with Yao this afternoon. He told me something he just went through these days. He always got some mature opions. He told me a lot. I am glad he has woken up and begun to study hard. While for myself, i think i'm keeping the same peace all the time. I just keep calm all the times.

The examination is coming. I think i can make it!

PC1432

I was studying PC1432 all the night, and i cannot even solve a single problem for the tutorial which is to be tomorrow.

Very frustrated... Is it because it is too hard or i'm too stupid.... I should know the answers!
It is quite the same for the Math tutorial. I am really frustrated thinking of that. For math, i haven't read the notes, maybe. but what about physics....

got to study harder!

Sunday

Everything seems to remain the same, while a lot happened in these days.

My classmate got the letter from scholarship board which i did not. There must be something wrong here...

I was writing the assignment for SSA2211 until 2 o'clock in the morning. Now, I'm done.

Today i played soccer with my friends who are always the same. I was so tired that i came back and felt asleep after taking a shower. I woke up at 10pm and i am in high spirit now.

I also booked for a time slots for the charity bazaar today.

Good Friday

Today is Good Friday, a public holiday in Singapore which i do not what to celebrate.

I decide to work hard today. This is definitely not my first time to decide to do something like this. I really hope i can keep it up. I stayed in the Central Forum in the daytime. But that is not efficiency at all. I was sleeping most of the time.

I have no idea about what the others are doing. I wish i did not care about that!

Fifa08

12:30 in the midnight, i am in the studying room alone. I was playing fifa since 8 o'clock.

I just cannot control myself while my friend call me to play. That's it. Although, i have won most of the games, but i am not happy because he just said goodbye to me after all this... Never expect to meet someone like him.

got to study harder and be determined!

Austrilia

I received the reply from the scholarship board today. They rejected my request which really surprised me.

I have to say it is a pity since my seniors can go for it. While, i am not very inventive to go for it at first. I even hesitate about whether to go or not at first. But as time passes by, i am more eager to go. but i just cannot this time. Actually, i just want to give it a try to see whether i am good enough to go. i do not have a chance now...

Anyway, i am more sunk to stay in Singapore now. Just do what i am supposed to do!

Tuesday

I got 7 hours class on Tuesday.

I'm not tired at all. This semester is much more empty comparing to the last one. i really should choose 6 modules this sem. Anyway, i am not working hard enough though.
I saw a video about the history about Singapore today, and i am shocked. Nothing really happens by chance!

I am bored

This is my first blog and first article published online.
Just like Jiakai said, this is to memorize something happened in this year which may not be meaningful at all.
Hopefully, i can hold on...